CHOICE

CHOICE

 

Yes Sir Director Producer Grant Officer Manager Agent and Tax Payer 

you are right 

I did choose to be an artist 

Well more accurately I choose to make dance works 

Yes I do  I did and you are right Sir Director Producer Grant officer Manager Agent and Tax Payer No one forced me to do it

I do not have a gun pointing at my head

 

Granted I was encouraged

I enrolled in 

I took opportunities 

I conjured experience from my imagination 

I developed a practice

I disseminated that god dam practice

I still to this day go on integrating conceptual and material thinking 

In the name of making dance work  

I do

 

So yes Sir Director Producer Grant Officer Manager Agent and Tax Payer you are right to roll you eyes at me. 

I did choose to be an artist

Correct

 

But if I may say one thing in my defence 

I DID NOT choose the conditions the rules the game the climate

These conditions have been forced upon me, against my will,  my better judgement,  my experience and my worth

I did not choose to be bamboozled by your bureaucratism or to be weakened by the disparity and nonsense of it all

I did not and I do not choose this ineffective unfair outdated reoccurring exasperating system but here’s the gut busting thing the ridiculousness of it all ( Pause) 

I don’t have a choice ( said loudly)

 

There is no other choice, you didn’t give me those other options when I signed up in 2002 and you  continually refuse to empower me to make other choices possible

 

But yes Sir Director Producer Grant Officer Manager Agent and Tax Payer the bottom line remains that I choose to be a dance artist 

 

And you choose to fucking kill it

Notes on Survival

I was asked to offer some advice guidance for recent graduates, presumably the next generation of  dance artists.

NOTES ON SURVIVAL- SOME POETIC AND SOME PRACTICAL 

 

 

 

Being A Dance Artist is both a magical and heartbreaking occupation.

Magical because you get to inhabit and generate a level of creativity that has the capacity to expand the world you/ we live in. 

Heart breaking because there are so many obstacles positioned to stop you/us.

At times it feels like we are only just avoiding artistic extinction! (This is not always a bad thing! I have imploded and re- emerged a second time a much better person/artist.)

 

Remember Dance is a Radical Act- but it is also highly addictive like a tube of Pringles once you pop you just cant stop.

 

Learn a second/third language  - Who knows what Brexitland will hold? But lets face it; it’s not going to pro Contemporary Dance. Live and work abroad it is one of the best professional development tools.

 

You have to be insanely curious- otherwise how do you pluck an idea out of depths of consciousness, design it’s form, give it meaning and offer it to the world. The process of making a Dance can be incredibly complex. It took me 5 yrs of trying ( in  public)before I made a half decent piece that was 10 minutes long!!!

 

How are you going to pay the bills?  Any tips please share

 

Stop copying and start doing- Please discover, understand and practice how you move, how your system works. Work hard at it, but stop copying, its not dancing its copying!

 

Dance is an articulation and generation of thought- you drop into a perceptual playground that cavorts and clashes with your  physical limitations - this is how new forms , new movements, new ideas are generated.

 

NO to mindless regurgitation

NO to 5678 shove it up your 9, 10, 11,12

NO to “longlegs and obedience”( Michael Klien)

 

 

It is no longer acceptable to place a glorified class sequence on stage and call is a performance, unless you are 12 yrs old.

 

 Communicate Communicate Communicate -The best thing I ever did was get communication training; the most important thing I ever did was implement the communication training.

 

The best mentors will ask you the most difficult questions here is an example

“  What COULD YOU DO differently” now apply this to every project you do, the results are interesting.

 

Develop your own “process interventions” theses will allow you to understand what it is you are making, it is criminal to not know what you are placing in the public domain. TAKE RESPONSIBILITY for taking up time and space.

 

Please stop holding me hostage with your Dance works that really should be 15 minutes long, but you stretched out to an hour because that’s the way it’s done. Fuck the way it’s done. Stop waiting for permission to make work- stop waiting for money as Patti Smith says let the work be the currency.

 

We are all been played by some sophisticated Cultural Engineering. This system is about to collapse. Can you make work with no money? Very little resources?

 

I make-work because I want to transfer energy and ideas to those who witness it, otherwise what is the point? What is your point?

 

The pay is rubbish, but it is still a privilege to be an artist- especially in the world we live in.

 

Good documentation- you need good documentation

 

 

 There are so many things within this profession that you have very little influence over. Don’t bother trying to figure out how producers, programmers work, because it’s pretty dismal, often random and down to luck and timing and more depressingly a lot of unconscious bias. What you can focus all your energy and attention on is making your best work in very difficult conditions, and then at least you can sleep at night and there is a quiet strength to be gathered from this approach.

 

You need to have a lot grit and determination…….

 

I’ll leave you with some words by Rumi

 

“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field i’ll meet you there”

 

Dance Assassin

 

I have a  fantasy of becoming an assassin more accurately a dance assassin, in this fantasy I am able  to  redistribute  notions  of power through the channels of my articulated,  moving body. I am  able to harness the particular clarity of thinking-moving  that arrises when in a deep sate of dance-movemnt and I hope that I am somehow  able to vanquish the unhelpful obstacles, the stubborn  fixedness that  is so ever-present .It seems evident to me (The Lone Dancer) the only way to equip ourselves for the future is to move, shake, dance, and vibrate more often.. To Reclaim back the physical act from tyrannical grips of digimodernism ( Alan Kirby)  you know the endless tapping, swiping and resist the pull into the sedentary void and move towards, as composer Pauline Oliveros said; to listen deep and dance free.